reflection after 7 months of learning torah
i have become more comfortable within myself more comfortable to look at my faults and mistakes, not feeling overpowered and […]
TORAH
communism – parashat pekudei
People that know me when I was 17/18 know that I was really into hating capitalism and learning about marx,
how do you use your unique abilities? – parashat vayakhel
Even though it might seem to many that the women’s role in judaism is one of inferiority as she is
zwei gedanken
erstens in einem ort zu leben, an welchem sich “freigeister” sammeln und jeder sich mit transzendenten themen befasst hat mich
cute picture of rebbe
this man is amazing cool zaddik happy out of this world transformative (lubavitche r rebbe) through him my mom first
prayer: please hashem fill me with your light. please let me be open to be able to receive it
all we want is to be full insight, understanding of all the pain and challenges to come to joy and
Purim 2025
Purim is a very special chag for me; my parents named me Esther because I was born around Purim time.
suche
ein echtes Gefühl ist es, wonach ich suche Wie oft fühlt man etwas echtes? etwas dem inneren gerechtes echte Freude,
WELT FÜHLEN / FEELING WORLD
maybe this is what redemption means
There is so much love and goodness every time I go astray from my core.. it is because I forget.
poetry ˊ＿>ˋ
Wenn ich es spüre
dann fällt es schwer auf meine Schlüsselbeine, meine brust. Etwas zieht sich zusammen das Mädchen drinnen hat angst und sitzt
parashat tetzaveh
This week we learn about the material system, the mikdash, and the ways in which G-d commands the jewish people
dance
at its full potential a spiritual experience, nothing to do with the mind, I can happily discard it when music
Make him a mikdash – parashat terumah
Being in seminary I always eat at other peoples houses; after learning about this parasha I got so much more
TORAH
including every being – parashat mishpatim
“You shall not oppress a stranger, for you know the feelings of the stranger, having yourselves been strangers in the
cleaning our garments – parashat Yitro
This week, we celebrated Tu Bishvat, the new year of the trees. Something that really stuck with me is the
helloooooo xb
The experience of deep gratitude. I wish for all of humanity to live this feeling every day as many times
how hashem bestows his blessing – parashat beshalach
Take one minute and sit down. Feel your feet on the ground and your breath, create a clear space that
Inner currents, motions
A multitude of them Impressions and questions, woven Making up the fabric of who I am of who I am
parashat bo
Hellooo friends! This week the topic of the power of our thoughts was really present for me. Realizing how every
why we should exceed ourselves- Parashat vaera
Do you know this situation in life when you weren‘t active, e.g. not nice and helping someone (for me often
TORAH
planting seeds – parashat shmot
In the past few weeks, I’ve been writing a lot about pain and struggles and how to find meaning in
The anatomy of growth – parashat vayechi
This week we (girls from my seminary and I) went to a soccer field to play. I was standing in
WELT FÜHLEN / FEELING WORLD
does this text make me sound like im going through a psychotic episode (I’m not it’s probably just zfat)
hey guys listen to this observation. life is quite intense there’s many things happening. wow im feeling so intensely right
WELT FÜHLEN / FEELING WORLD
I love life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love the sun thank you that I’m experiencing its warmth and smile and embrace it’s such a sweetness I
repaying evil with goodness – parashat vayigash
How do we bring ourselves to be good to people when they do not mirror this goodness, when they even
parashat miketz – channuka !
It is a true work to fully bring awareness of g-ds presence into our lives at all times. In my
fühlen
ich habe gelernt, das fühlen zu lieben. positive emotionen zu lieben muss nicht erlernt werden, um sie geht es hier
to know our role and be successful – parashat vayeshev
Often in life, we are faced with tasks which we never signed up for – a person you don’t really
mein prozess
Die Schrift einer Person sagt zweifellos etwas über sie aus, ist eine Reflexion gewisser innerer Aspekte.. und so beobachte ich
גאולה, אני מחכה
Here I am before you Filled with sickness, I feel sick when I exist within this body You are within
TORAH
what defines us – parashat vayetze
We like to think that the times we are the least bothered by the afflictions of life, the times we
loslassen
dezember 2023 Loslassen Von mir selbst Und dem was ich mir vormache zu sein oder sein will Nämlich; Einfach sein.
meditation on creation
Humans, Animals, Plants, the planets and stars, shapes, maths, elements.. – Nature is fashioned by G-d. Strip away all the
TORAH
digging wells within – parashat toldot
In regard to self-knowledge and understanding of the world around us, it is very accessible to find the answers through
TORAH
priorities – parashat Chayei Sarah
Too often we get distracted when trying to pursuit our precious goals. We make plans and are motivated until we
OPINIONS
Kaum etwas gibt einem mann so viel antrieb, Energie und motivation wie die Anwesenheit und bestätigung einer Frau
beobachten von männern im verlaufe sowie der gegenwart meines lebens.. das lesen von büchern in welchen der autor frauen beschreibt..
TORAH
spiritual gluttony – parashat vayeira
As I progressed in my spiritual journey over the last 3 years, more and more did I start to value
schule
Deutsch LK.. es waren tolle Zeiten eig shoutout an meinen damaligen Lehrer Herr Klaus Berhard Drossart ich hoffe diese Erwähnung
Mädchen schreibt über jungen um zu verarbeiten
Dezember 2023 Dein Bild in mir zersetzt sich Du wirst mir unbekannt So stattlich, doch verletzlich Wir sind nicht mehr
Herbstgedicht
Dieser Beitrag ist eine Hommage an den Herbst und alle Länder in denen sich der Herbst in seiner ganzen Pracht
TORAH
parashat lech lecha
hello dear readers and torah lovers lets see what wisdom this weeks parasha infuses into us ! Mei HaShiloach, Volume
TORAH
parashat noach
In this weeks parasha we read about the big flood that wiped out and destroyed everything and everyone except for
a way of looking at people
Being with people and involvement brings so much joy so much meaning so much pain so much confusion so much
Parashat bereshit
introduction into new weekly posts yidden !! now that the new cycle of reading the torah begins, I will try
moment der öffnung
verstopft, taub, benommen von den Einflüssen der Ablenkung, welche vernebelt und das Wahre, Reine ummantelt, versteckt, einkleistert. und dann kommt
read herrmann hesse
Herrmann Hesse lived from 1877 to 1962, was a swiss-german author and poet (won a nobel price for literature in
man and nature are one
https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1zWZu4L7gD2knAWC6Xa-qtMEQABAwDgFLyC4FWBgyd0w/mobilepresent?hl=de&pli=1&slide=id.g2a280fb6498_0_9 <– I held a speech/talk abt nature and how we should collectively start appreciating our connection to it more
change
The wheel that keeps life spinning, our only constant, never ceasing. continually peeling and shedding, revealing layers and layers, like
TORAH
just ask!! what are you afraid of? Lift your head toward the source of life and put it in the world! No need or desire is too much to ask for if you know that the one who rules can easily make anything happen at any time. and in retrospect i thank for every request not answered.. because the one who grants them knows what is right for me! if you don’t get up and knock then you can’t expect for new doors (of blessing, change, requests..) to be opened! cry out and express your feelings of lack instead of keeping them inside, marinating in sorrow and despair.. a parent is waiting for their child to ask for help
hi
today fast day.. first time fasting in a long time and thank g-d my physical body is not complaining. Feeling
war
This morning. I am sitting on the porch of my seminary, overlooking the mountains and forests, meditating – serenity and
poetic eyes see spirituality in everything
This is a text by rav kook which really resonates with me so I decided to share it; i find
reflektion lasst ein like da wenn ihr auch denkt dass selbstreflektion eine freshe aktivität ist
LEBEN ICH LIEBE ES leben ich habe tolle Erinnerungen tolle Freunde tolle Erfahrungen tolle Möglichkeiten tolle Gespräche und Ideen und
Die seele, verwirrt ins netz ihrer eigenen fäden
Ende 2022warum ist schreiben so sinnvoll? um nach Jahren darauf zurückzuschauen und seine Entwicklung betrachten, verstehen zu können.G’tt und sich
walk
observe.. how sad if we pass through life and never see it with the eyes of a child! Colours become
loveletters to the king of the world
listen to Sunny – Boney M. and think abt Hashem sob feel sun and let her light, warmth, nourishment flow
das Gesicht des menschen und physiognomik
das ist eine überarbeitete Version von meinem essay für einen wettbewerb (Juli 2022).. der anfang wurde damals mit dem ziel
l’été indien
26 Juni 2024 Durchgebrochen Eine gegossene Pflanze durchgebrochen Diese alten Gefühle die so echt waren sind nichts mehr als ein
dinge die ich mag
-wenn jemand am Ende eines Satzes „ok?“ schreibt/sagt -ein gedeckter Tisch -schwangere Frauen -Menschen beobachten(in moderater Menge) -altes htc handy
Mein oberflächlicher Einblick von berlin meine kamera ist abgeklebt
11 August 2024 Versuchen so wenig Menschen oder Gegenstände anzufassen wie möglich Meine Freundin ist auf der Toilette sie hat
instagram 2
gesammelte eindrücke unmittelbar nach meinen besuchen auf instagram 28 Juli 2024 Instargarm: -sexualisierte Frauen / Nacktheit aber es ist sehr
instagram (i hate this shite)
Hallo an alle Menschen welche sich über die Zeit an meinem instagrèmme Account angesammelt haben. Ich war 16 und konnte
