just ask!! what are you afraid of? Lift your head toward the source of life and put it in the world! No need or desire is too much to ask for if you know that the one who rules can easily make anything happen at any time. and in retrospect i thank for every request not answered.. because the one who grants them knows what is right for me! if you don’t get up and knock then you can’t expect for new doors (of blessing, change, requests..) to be opened! cry out and express your feelings of lack instead of keeping them inside, marinating in sorrow and despair.. a parent is waiting for their child to ask for help